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The Last Goodbye

The Child I Used To Be

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Intro — Gentle piano, distant strings, soft rain

Female — Whispered

If I'd known it was the last time...

I'd have stayed a little longer.

Male — Quiet

I'd have held you a little tighter.

Verse 1 — Female — Fragile

I remember Sunday mornings,

And the coffee in your hands.

How you'd ask about my worries,

Like nobody else could understand.

I remember leaving hurried,

Saying I'd be back someday.

Never knowing that forever

Was just hours away.

Now your coat hangs in the hallway,

And your photograph's beside the bed.

And I'd give up every tomorrow,

For one more word you never said.

Verse 2 — Male — Deep, emotional

There's a cup beside the kitchen sink,

Where you left it yesterday.

And the flowers on the windowsill

Still lean towards your favourite place.

I still wake up in the morning,

Reaching for you in the dark.

Then remember in a heartbeat,

Why there's silence in my arms.

Everybody says that time heals,

That the pain will fade somehow.

But I'd trade a thousand memories

Just to hear your laughter now.

Pre-Chorus — Both — Building

Female

We thought we had forever.

Male

We thought there'd be more time.

Both

BUT NOBODY TELLS YOU WHEN

YOU'RE SAYING YOUR LAST GOODBYE!

Chorus — Both — Explosive emotional rock

IF I'D KNOWN IT WAS THE LAST GOODBYE,

I'D HAVE NEVER LET YOU GO!

I'D HAVE HELD YOU THROUGH THE SILENCE,

SAID THE WORDS YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN!

IF I'D KNOWN THE WORLD WOULD CHANGE THAT NIGHT,

AND I'D NEVER SEE YOUR FACE,

I'D HAVE SAVED A THOUSAND LITTLE MOMENTS,

THAT I LET JUST SLIP AWAY!

NOW I'M LEARNING HOW TO LIVE,

WITH THE LOVE YOU LEFT BEHIND!

BUT I'D GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE

ONE MORE MOMENT OF YOUR TIME!

Verse 3 — Female — Intimate

I found a message on my phone,

The one you left last spring.

You were asking if I'd eaten,

Such an ordinary thing.

Now I play it when I'm lonely,

Just to hear you say my name.

And for those few precious seconds,

Everything feels the same.

Male — Joining

I still take the longer journey,

Past the places we once knew.

Sometimes I forget you're missing,

And I turn to talk to you.

There's a thousand things I'd tell you,

About the life that's carried on.

But the hardest part of loving

Is still loving when they're gone.

Chorus — Both — Soaring harmonies

IF I'D KNOWN IT WAS THE LAST GOODBYE,

I'D HAVE NEVER LET YOU GO!

I'D HAVE HELD YOU THROUGH THE SILENCE,

SAID THE WORDS YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN!

IF I'D KNOWN THE WORLD WOULD CHANGE THAT NIGHT,

AND I'D NEVER SEE YOUR FACE,

I'D HAVE SAVED A THOUSAND LITTLE MOMENTS,

THAT I LET JUST SLIP AWAY!

Bridge — Piano only, intimate

Female — Tearful

I wish I'd called you one more time.

Male — Breaking

I wish I'd kissed you at the door.

Female

I wish I'd known how much I'd miss you.

Male

I wish we'd had one morning more.

Both — Soft harmonies

But love was never measured

By the things we didn't say.

It's in every moment shared,

That even death can't take away.

Instrumental — Emotional electric guitar solo, sweeping strings

Final Chorus — Huge cinematic rock climax

IF I'D KNOWN IT WAS THE LAST GOODBYE,

I'D HAVE HELD YOU CLOSE THAT NIGHT!

BUT I KNOW YOU FELT MY LOVE,

EVEN WHEN I COULDN'T FIND THE WORDS RIGHT!

AND ALTHOUGH I CAN'T REACH YOU,

THOUGH THE YEARS MAY PASS ME BY,

I'LL CARRY YOU IN EVERYTHING,

UNTIL I SAY MY OWN GOODBYE!

I'M STILL LEARNING HOW TO LIVE,

WITH THE LOVE YOU LEFT BEHIND!

AND I'LL TREASURE EVERY MOMENT,

THAT WE WERE GIVEN IN THIS LIFE!

Outro — Solo piano, fading strings

Female — Whispered

I wish I'd known...

Male — Gentle

So do I.

Both — Soft

I'd have said goodbye...

A little differently.

End

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